I was browsing my sent mails when I saw this old mail addressed for Mimay. Actually, husband created a gmail account for Mimay so that according to him, if we are missing our daughter so much, we can just make a letter and send to that address as if Mimay can read it na. We’re praning parents, really!
Let me rewrite the content here so that Mimay will not have a hard time to read when she come across this blog. This was the time when our baby was confined for almost 4 days in the hospital due to amoebiasis, again! My heart was really torn into pieces thinking that we can’t be with her during that time where she needs us most. I had to call every now and then to check her condition and just to reassure myself that everything is ok with Mimay. According to my siblings, she doesn’t look sick naman. Mimay’s still very active and kooolet with the doctors and nurses. This made me stop crying na, I know our baby is a brave and strong little girl =)
To my dearest Mimay,
Hi baby! I miss u so much! I made this letter for you so that when you grow up, I have a proof that even though we’re here in Dubai to work, me and dadee misses you a lot! I just want you to know baby that mamee’s dying inside thinking that you are in the hospital right now. Lord knows how much I wanted to be with you right at this moment.
I love u so much ineng! Sobra sobra sobra ang tinitiis kong lungkot dahil di tyo mgkakasama nila dadee mo. Anak sorry ha at kailangan ka namin iwan kay naynay at tating mo. We’re just doing this for your future. We just want the best for you mimay. Gusto namin ni dadee pag may gusto ka bilhin, gusto puntahan maibigay namin syo kasi sobra sobra ka namin mahal. For now kailangan nga lang muna natin magsacrifice lahat para mkapag work kami dito at mag earn ng maganda. Yaan mo anak, gagawin namin lahat ni dadee para makuha ka na namin. Kung wala nga lang mga visa visa issue dito neng naku malamang eh andto ka na din sana. Kaso anak ang mahal kc ng air ticket at visa ni naynay. Wala pa ipon si mamee at dadee. Pag naman d ksama dto c naynay wala naman mgaalaga sayo kpag nasa work kami. Basta neng ggawin namin lahat, makukuha ka din namin basta pray ka din lagi kay papa jesus ok?
Pagaling ka na baby para makauwi na kyo sa bahay. Lam ko nasasaktan ka sa mga tinuturok sayo jan, mas doble at triple ang sakit para sa amin ni dadee. Basta be brave baby ha? Kukunin ka namin, magkakasama sama tayo promise yan neng. At baby please kain ka lagi ng madame. Lam mo nalulungkot c mamee pag sinasabi ni naynay na mahina ka kumain. Pag andito kna neng, lagi tyo lalabas, kkain tyo lagi ng lahat ng favorites mo. Lagi tyo mgpplay at papasyal J
Mimay ingat ka palagi jan ha? I love u much baby!! So so so much!
My officemate here Molly (Indian) is asking me what am I doing? I told her I’m making a letter for you, she was astounded thinking how will you read this letter? I just told her that I wanted to make this so that you know mamee’s always thinking of you.
Take care baby and get well! No words can describe how much I miss and love you!
See you soon baby!